This morning I woke up looking for a meaning to my dreams and nightmares that woke me up petrified; furious dogs chasing me, high school teachers, favourite singers and lovers fighting turned to be the movie played inside my head. I never get to understand why dreams are so crazy, why we dream those things.My parents claim to believe each dream has a meaning, but I think it’s just our sub conscience, and others I want to believe in the significant my dad tells. Well, something is true, dreams and nightmares explore our imagination and help us create parallel worlds in our heads to makes us see our bubble in a different way.
Anyway, on my way to classes I was so lost in my thoughts trying to find an answer to the question that has been haunting me since I finished university, what am I going to do with my life? I just want to be happy, you know. I don’t know if it’s too soon to say this, but I don’t really care about the money. My parents are so focus on to find me a job where I can make lot of money in order to have an stable economy and do not go thru what they did. Right now I am just trying to please them without breaking my dreams, nevertheless I am at the point where is hard to not do it.
And them on the way to training, sitting in the card I just wanted a sign, and a subtle one came in a BIG sign saying that my chance is in the USA, and then the song on the radio telling me to be true to me and follow my dreams, that life is about being happy and loyal to our selves with a not necessary perfect life.
Now I am just waiting for one last sign to take my bags and fly away to my dreams, if I cannot get it at time I would way for the right moment to try again.
For now, I am just sitting in front of my computer for like an hour trying to figure out why I am going to read a class I am not interested in.
SO FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS NO MATTER WHAT.